There's always need for little practice and I also hope my whole family is able to understand everything I say here. I really don't care who's really reading this but at least there's something for myself to go back for and remember who I was 6 months or 3 years ago. It always gives quite a lot for new you.
The past few days have made me think couple of things in a way I used to think 'em. Do you know the feeling when you kind of lose the real you? Or the idea of yourself and your life? Ah,you don't. Well good on ya.
Some people lose themselves for a day. Some for years. Some people mislead their steps for a bit. Some choose the wrong way. Some of us come back soon. Some after a while. Deep stuff. I know. But take it and think about it.
Be thankful what you have. I am. I truly am. Sometimes life seems to be too good.
There's so much to be happy about even you always find a thing or two you're missing. There is and there always will be something. Always,something. Having and missing.
I have times when I lose being thankful. But like yesterday I went outside and I looked up.
I saw such a beautiful night sky full of stars. It's one of the moments when you think how endless the universe is and your head gets stuck within an idea of it. At least mine did.
The next morning I stepped outside after nice long sleep,no hurry to leave anywhere and I saw gorgeous colorful birds playing around just in front of me. Kangaroos and cows eating together in a paddock. Just like that. All together. In a peace. Love the view. Life is sweet and pretty. Bush life rocks! I love the ocean and I love WA's sunsets. I love these people and I truly and deeply can say I definitely love my job! A big list to be thankful. And I could keep on listing. Maybe I will. Just shortly,heh! I'm such a lucky girl being able to stay here and hope there's many years ahead. I'm blessed to stay alive and that I haven't had any major injuries in my life. I have a place to live. I have many loving people around and also far a way from me. Friends, who are there for me no matter what.
I'm super happy that I've learnt so much about my job. For me it's never been just a job or work I do everyday. It's a lifestyle. The thing you love to do. Your passion.
I'm so willing to learn more and can't wait what future has to offer.
So much to do and a lot of stress nowadays around us but I bravely believe everything's gonna be alright.
Even a year ago I could not imagine taking so many steps up and being like this. It's great to see yourself in a good position in this life. I'm getting better all the time and I'm simply ready to take the road "how to become The Best". No less. At least I'll try. It's going to be long and hard school but what else you can expect.
There's heaps of things to be grateful and still it's easy to keep on complaining. Ah,you too? Well, we all do that. I think. No one's perfect.
Life is full of rain,work,good company,horses,Game Of Thrones,food/wine and How I Met Your Mother at this moment. Hah! And there's nothing wrong with it. Summer is over. It's rainy and cold. Sun is showing up for us randomly. It's time for this country to get some water. Fall is here and winter is coming.
Somehow you just think you have nothing even you have - everything. But at sometime suddenly comes a day you start to think what's really going on.
You can put your head down and continue being with that boring thought of yours or you can lift your chin up a bit and make a beautiful smile and (maybe) show that for others as well.
You might be someone else's reason to smile. Remember that.
Winter is coming.
-Millie-
You can put your head down and continue being with that boring thought of yours or you can lift your chin up a bit and make a beautiful smile and (maybe) show that for others as well.
You might be someone else's reason to smile. Remember that.
Winter is coming.
-Millie-
